I am totally falling in love with Tanner again.
and I don't know if that's necessarily a good thing for me.
but I'm pretty sure that...on a scale from one to ten,
I've made far worse choices.

I need a chance to separate myself from the situation,
to think about it rationally...
but I have yet to find a way to rationally think about Tanner.
I don't think I ever have.
I've really missed him.

I'll be home for Easter, then I guess we'll talk.
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